My head in this moment

On repeat: the chorus of “Your Eyes” by Rogue Wave

-Playing clarinet for over ten years has instilled a habit of following along with the melody of a recognized song either through my fingers as if I’m playing it by ear on the clarinet, in a normal location such as my tapping foot, or a really weird method like clenching or moving my jaw to the beat. I’m so weird.

That parallel feeling of pent-up frustration/energy with a bodily exhaustion.